This past weekend was very challenging to say the least. Sometimes when you do your best no matter how hard you try it’s just not good enough. You will even start to question yourself and start to think and wonder did you do something wrong, or did I deserve this? Those are questions that you wrestle with back and forth. It’s almost like getting constantly blamed for something that you didn’t do nor had any intention of doing. We often like to point the finger and blame others for our short comings failing to take accountability for our own actions.
As I replay the past weekend in my mind, I finally realized that it wasn’t me and it’s not me because I didn’t do or say anything wrong. I have been feeling a little bothered and uneasy today, trying to figure out why, but I finally had to pray about the situation and even ask for forgiveness for my actions rather it was granted or not, my fault or not. I don’t like a lot of strife and confusion; I prefer peace any day or anytime.
Prayer is and always has been my recipe for any disaster, trial and or tribulation no matter the situation or circumstance, because sometimes it’s better to leave certain things unsaid and just pray about it and give it to God. I Let go and Let God and the scripture that I meditated on was;
Don’t be afraid, for I am with you. Don’t be discouraged, for I am your God. I will strengthen you and help you. I will hold you up with my victorious right hand
I also had to remind myself that God is for you and your best days are still to come. No matter what you are facing it will get better.
True Confessions of A Christian